My first fantasy

2009-07-27T20:32:00.001-07:00

I should probably start out by telling some of the more important aspects of myself, but let's be honest, most of you are just looking for something to jerk off to, so here you go.

I don't remember how I got this fantasy, or really how old I was when it started. I was still in the bedroom across from my parents and next to my sister. I had yet to move down to the basement, where I could really have privacy. We had dialup to AOL, and any of you that grew up during that time, it was REALLY hard to get porn, at least for a rookie. So I pretty much had 2 pictures in my fantasy file. One was of a brunette, pretty, with long hair and a beauty mark. She was laying on her back, legs slightly spready with a smile. She had at least C cups. So she became my first spank target.

So here is how the scenario would play out in my head, as well as what I did to myself in my little twin bed.

She would somehow know that I liked to be teased, sexually, lightly touching me all over. Not touching my dick or balls. Lightly running her fingers or her hair up and down my body. My boxer shorts would still be on, but ever so slowly she'd slide them down to my ankles and then spread my legs. Of course I was actually doing these things to myself. I had to keep the shorts on in case there was a knock on the door and I had to yank them up quickly. I was very skilled and still am at the art of seducing myself. In fact it is happening right now, as I sit in the computer room with a massive hard-on. My wife in the other room watching the Bachelorette.

My fantasy girl was older than me, perhaps a little on the thick side. I assume now that I know female bodies, I figure she was probably about 140-150, maybe 5'5" or 5'6". A great figure and very confident, yet sensitive and loving. All of her teasing and tempting was because she knew I wanted it. She (I) would slowly work her tickling, teasing and stroking in to my nipples, lips, and genitals. After circling my balls and lightly brushing them, they would pull up tight to my body. My dick is throbbing, aching to be touched. Slowly she would caress it, careful not to provide too much friction. Perhaps she would just rub it with an open hand on the under side, giving me one sensation. Then she would reverse and only rub the top, focusing on the ridge of my circumcised head. It gave me a feeling of needing to pee, but also driving me wild.

She would then remove her clothes, probably teasing a little there too. She was very loving, never mean. Her teasing was in a fun spirit, a spirit to please me, but also to teach me. She would rub her breasts up and down my face, down my chest, and over my dick and balls. She would then slowly turn around and straddle my face. Not smothering me, but teasing me with her vagina. Back then I never paid any attention to her ass, but now that I'm older and I dig this one out of my fantasy file, I usually do some rimming.

She would rub her pussy on my face letting me lick her and taste her while she slowing jerked me off. I think that somehow I was practice some form of tantric sex without even knowing what that was. She (I) would bring myself to the edge of orgasm as many times as possible until I just couldn't take it anymore, or I lost control and finished without knowing.

I would then lightly touch myself until the tingling, tickling, and whatever other incredible feeling came along subsided. Then I would sometimes decide to sleep nude (if I was feeling reckless) or reluctantly pull up my underwear. It wasn't until much later in my life that the normal (although undeserved) feelings of guilt would kick in.

So here is my plea. If there is anybody out there that has a copy of a brunette on her back that they found while sharing files on AOL back in 1990, I would very much appreciate a copy!

My secret blog

2009-07-27T05:17:00.000-07:00

I have several other blogs, but this one isn't for my friends and family. It really isn't about pooping either, although I'm sure the subject will come up. This blog is mine, for stuff I don't usually talk about with the people that read my other blogs. For those of you that read this, you'll be reading some stuff that I probably have never told anybody else. I was inspired for several reasons. I came across a site that or two about people's sexual practices that really got me going.

Now I've been into reading sex stories for quite a while. I know, most guys are visual creatures, and don't get me wrong, I am too. However, sex stories can have scenarios and events that just hasn't been caught on film, or at least isn't available for free. The site that I came across most recently was figging.com. If you don't know about figging, go there. However, I was familiar with this practice, but it was the content of the blog that inspired me. Real people were sharing real stories, desires and fantasies. It turned me on to read them, and also to think about me sharing mine with total strangers and getting their feedback.

So while I was riding back from the lake this weekend, I decided to start this. I thought about sharing all the dark dirty things I think about, all the things I've done to myself, and also some of the stuff I've done to others (which isn't much, YET). I'll also post some of my own fiction, if you all will bear with me. So check back every so often, or subscribe, and I'll try to add something interesting every few days. Whenever I can get some private time with my computer. More importantly, private time that I don't use for reading other sex blogs and trying not to get caught stroking by my wife. More on that another time.

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My first fantasy

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